Monday, May 30, 2005
i'd give it up
for just one more day with you

I'm so tired. Again. Been pretty tired lately ):
Woke up late this morning. Like 8:09am ? Ha. I didn't wanna go to school but forced myself to. And it was 9 degress. Well thats what they said it was on the radio anyway. My dad says that the school's jumper & blazer are not warm enough. And at a point i DO have to agree with him. Lol. Seriously.. the warmest place is like probably the library and B Level which i have Homeroom. Lol.
Anyway, school was kinda normal. Ha. Our science teacher went for camp with the year 7s. That gives me some time to catch up with stuff. She had been rushing through like a hurracane :/ Like woosh !
And she usually gives us the key terms to copy but she didn't. So i have to like search it by myself. But it's okay. Ha. And i did alot of work during science (:
We have like a nutrient test next week ? I think. Ha.
Anyway, then we had uh this stupid oral book review thing. It sucked. Bleahs. Anyway, uh the weather had been bad again. No sun. Just cloudly. And cold. ):
And i had a really REALLY weird dream.
I actually dreamt that the school that i'm going to now got burnt down. It was somehow scary. ): Bah. Whatever. It had my health teacher in it. Which is like wayyyyy weird. LOL.
Had the baby show in health today too. Math test went on alright. I hope i pass. Lol.
Have a health test on fri. And a chinese test on wed. Sigh...
Sis is starting her year 11 exams soon. I don't have any exams :D isn't that just GREAT :D
LOL. Whatever. Still got tests + assigments. So yeah. Pooey.
Okay. crappy. I miss dels. She's in kl now. Dezi not online is sooooo different. Gah. Whatever. <3 all. Misses. Niteeeeeeee :D

Saturday, May 28, 2005
i'll always be waiting for you
so you know how much i need you

Today is a cold day ): Very very cold ): It only went up to 14 degress ): And it was windy. And rain. And no sun. ):
Crappy. I got wind/cold burn on my cheeks. Its red. And hot. Poooooooo ):
Was soppose to go for mass in the evening but it was too cold. AHA.
And dad bought a new computer table. LOL.
Anyways, went to footscray today.. My sis copied my shoe. Idiot !
Anyways, did some shopping.. And i slept in the car on the way home. LOL. Whatever. I feel tired & sleepy. Hurhurhurhur.
Mum has to work half-day tml. So we're going to mass in the morning. And then go camberwell market thing ? And maybe Victoria market/St Kilda. Lollll.
Grrr. Doing my stupid religion project now. Its pretty gay. Hahaha. Whatever.
I suddenly dont feel like updating. Gay. Lol. Whatever. Bye love <3 Misses.

Friday, May 27, 2005
taste of ink

Okay. I'm freaking tired.
Just now while watching american idol i was like dozing off. Ha. Gonna turn in early tonight. Gah. Anyways tml we're going out ! Shopping maybe :D Cos my mum doenst have to work tml. Yayyy. So we're going to footscray. Lol. Ahh. I just realized and remembered that dezi left for kl today ! ): Miss her tons luh. Cos i wont see her online. Hahaha. Hope her plane don't crash can alr (:
Anyways, my left leg hurts like CRAP shit. ):
Just now i banged it real hard on the door or wall or whatever. And it hurts. And already the calf of the mucle of somewhere there it hurts like crap so it's like all connected. Poo ): But whatever.
The weather is getting bad. Like really REALLY BAD. There hasnt been any sun for the past uh 3 days ?
And it's cold. ): The temperature was only 16. And when we were on our way to school it was 12. Gahh. ): Start of winter. I'm gonne D I E. And suffer. I don't like ): I want the hot, hudmid SUNNNN in singapore ):
Bahh. Whatever, school was sooo boring. Had this celery experiment during sci. LOL And i won a contest. Had a kit-kat chocolate :D so niceee. Hahaha :D
Mmmmmmm. Let's see. To the person who keeps spamming my tagboard. Please go away okay (: I'm asking you nicely. And like i said before, i made the layout myself. I didn't rip it. So just go away. And i know what's a freaking host la. Sheesh. And i have a very good feeling who you are. So just scram okay ? Thank you.
Haahaha. Whatever. Chinese oral was so easy today. Except for the measure words part. The one where must match words. I suck at that. Ha. But the reading was chicken (:
Hmm... monday i have a maths test. On algebra ): And the religion project is due. ): Nooooo.. At least our history teacher changed the date that the medival thing is due. So heng lor ! Lol.
Okay, i'm off now. Toodles. Nite <3

Thursday, May 26, 2005
look at the stars
look how they shine for you.

Blogging now since i know later my sis will be using. hahaha.
anyways, i made another layout. but don't worry. i'm not changing it. ha. IF i'm right im being hosted [: not sure yet. but i'll have to use the programe called FTP. and i have no shit idea how to use it ): so yeah. have to learn. since my sis dono what it is also. gah.
school was soooo boring. and miss alexander wasnt irritated with me today [: beause i didnt irritate her [: haaa.
holly helped me with the sewing thing. and its soo nice okay. but then when i started to do it myself it screwed up ): so i have to continue next week when miss alexander wont be there :D yayness.
oh well. i have a oral test tml. but i dont have to study for it. i guess. LOL .
and a maths test next week. and er another chinese test. and religion + history assigments due mon. then health test on fri. poo.
im gna set up a calander thing soon. [: woot.
pppppppoooey. gna have a baby show on mon. our baby photos. lol
okay. byebye. i have to bathe and my sis is getting irritated with me. love all <3> TRUTH & dare is so fun. :D
BYEBYE ALL !

Wednesday, May 25, 2005
i'm not okay

Ooooh. I just finished my textiles assigment [: did it sooo fast okay. Like 30 mins? Hmm. miricle i must say. Lol.
Thank god that's done. Or Miss Alexander might kill me a thousand times. I already irritate her enough during class and if i say i forgot to bring it she's slash me. Ha. Yeah. She hates me. Sorta.. sad ): But anyway i don't give a shit. Cause everyone hates her. Well kinof :D
She's OLD. And not married. Pity... But who cares :D
So... today the maths tecnology task was due too. We went to the computer lab to do it. But didn't have enough time. So Mr Baker said that he'll give us time and me & melanie did it during lunch. So i was damn hungry :/ But then assigment task more impt. I asked rach to help me. Since shes so SMART. HAAHA.
Then handed it in. Had pe. Netball. Again. Grrrrr. Netball somehow irritates me. Abit. Gah.
Sigh. I can't wait for sg's June hols. Thinking of calling everyone :D Not everyone.. Impt pple (:
Yeah. Dezi, Xiu, Sara, Cherre and some others. Tell me when to call okay. But the best is night time :D
Okay crappy. Anyways, dad bought my correct cup noodles :D Beef + Chicken flavor. Yum. I bring that for lunch. Cos i'm a very VERY fussy eater :D
Lol. Whatever. Ah well. Snooze time. Tired out from late nights ):
Still got a chi test on fri ( easy )
And a maths test on mon. And the Medival History + Religion projects due. And errr. Health test on Fri ?
Whoever thinks aus is btr you're soooo wrong ):
Sure, we don't have exams. But... grrrr. I prefer exams ? Lol. Whatever. Nite all. <3 and misses okay (:

Tuesday, May 24, 2005
blue & yellow

New layout :D
Some of you will be thinking ( AGAIN ?! ) Hahaha (: Yep, i just can't get enough of changing layouts [: talk about designing. I think it's reallly fun. But time consuming. ALOT. Esp if you have a million assigments due. Gahhhh :/
Health assigment due tml. AND Maths technology task shit.
And someone please shoot me. I forgot to bring back the criteria sheet and the things that say what to do for maths. How dumb can i get ?! But i guess its not excatly my fault. I was checking on ANOTHER assigment that was due tml.
We have Maths, Textiles, History & Religion. Thats a shit load to me. And we have a chinese test on fri. AND mon. And we have like a chinese calander thing due too. But i'm not gna care and ask rachael to do it instead [:
Ooooh well. I might even change this layout agn tml. Maybe. IF i have time. Hurhur.
So much to do, so little time ): poo.
Anyways, i might be moving blog soon. IF i get hosted. Which i think is a so no-no thing because my layouts are like sucky shit. So yeah. But i might move to tasteofink or smth. But i really wanna get hosted :/ I hope. -prays. Haha.
Okay whatever. Enough bullshiting. I might get haloscan for fun [: But tagboard will still be there. I guess. Lol. Okay. Time's a wastin' time to get back to work ):
Toodles. <3 & misses

Sunday, May 22, 2005
time & time again

havent blogged in uh. 3 days alr ! been busy ? mmm. okay la.
im so glad with myself. i finished my english diary thingy. ha. had to re-do it since it was screwed. so yeah. then had to do the book review thing. and on tues the character essay is due. how am i soppose to survive ? sigh.
anyways. i cut my hair. its kinof screwed up actually. bah. but heck i guess. i will grow. or it shuld. hurhur. hopefully when the sch hols start i MIGHT go back there and layer it more. haa. and dye it ? if mum allows. pooey !
but hols is a longgggg way. like 1 more month i think. yeah. poo ): but btr then nth. sigh.
i seriously have no mood to blog. ha. so i might blog properly tml. heh.
tag replies instead :D
to all the passerby's who tagged nice suff abt my blog and skins, THANKSLOADS (:
and to the person who said i ripped someone else's one. go and die. i so didnt/ i did by myself from scratch. so yeah. if u dont believe its yr freaking prob. so go away. thanks.
ha. okay. nth else. bye all ! <33>

Thursday, May 19, 2005
like toy soldiers

IM SO HAPPY (:
i'm gna cut my hairrrrrr ltr (:
me & my mum have a appt ltr at 1.30pm. but we have to leave the hse at 12.30 cos we're taking the tram and train.
ha ! i pon sch (: im sooo proud of myself. but i have reason okay (: my leg hurts like crap still. ha. and they'll make u run. and i dont wanna. ha. so yeah. and since my mum not working on weekdays is rare shes gna perm her hair and i cut :D
im gna cut it short ? not THAT short but shorter. 5cm or more. LAYERED. thats what i want la. haa.
mmmm. okay. thats all for now. ah. im in love with the used, papa roach and all that nice band songs :D
oh yes, i hate her tons still. i think shes so.. ew la. gee. sigh. these pple. HOPELESS case. haa. whatever. shall not care (:
toodles ! update ltr :D

Wednesday, May 18, 2005
buried myself alive

i found this music thingy where can d/l tons of songs (: it's called LimeWire. and for now i think its fakking good :D
anyways, i submitted another skin to blogskins (: its a snoop dogg one. i'm not a fan of him but i was listening to his drop it like its hot song. haa (:
anyways, ystd sucked like hell. left sch early. like during lunch. then i took the tram frm sch to camberwell station. thank god i didnt get lost there. then took the train alll the way to flinders. then frm there i got lost ):
well, i was soppose to go to this street called russel & little collins and i culd nt find it. wait. i found it but i walked pass it. how stupid. ):
i was walking non stop for like 4hrs + lorrrr ):
then when i finally reached there they said cant cut cos gt no one. and im like wtf go and die lor. piss of ):
so in the end i ate kfc for lunch cos i was bloody hungry.
then i went exploring. went to the handphone shop cos dad wanted me to ask em smth. then i walked ard. went to 2 surf shops.. then. i was soppose to meet dad back at the haircut shop at 5:15 but i realized that i was lost :/
soooooo. i was lost la. then i was trying to find my way. but i didnt. then i cried cos i was so scared. and thinking i was soooo hopeless at directions. and i am i admit. but heck.
but i guess it isnt my fault entriely BECAUSE it was the first time i went to the city myself. ha. but still... sigh.
but i was found. ha !
then this morning i woke up and my leg was soooooooooooo pain and crampy. but then still forced myself to sch lor. ):
pooey. soppose to go to westfiend shopping center to go window shop after the stupid athetics sport BUT cant cos my mum not working tml. ): poo. so prob going fri ? i needa buy clothes. HAHA.
okay whatever. maybe i can convice my mum to not allow me to go to sch tml and cut my hair ? aahaha (:
okay. buh bye. Love <3> since the day i left you. its like you've been becoming btr and btr. and now im more attracted to you then last time. i hate this feeling inside ): fug.

Monday, May 16, 2005
drop it like it's hot

oooh yeah. new layout :D again (:
wheeeeee. i think it's really nice. and i did it quite fast luh ? lol :)
havent had a black layout for a longgggggg time :D
good change once in a while luh (:
anyyyhow, gna cut my hair tml :D :D
i'm like gna leave sch earlier. like lunch time :D cos anyway after lunch all we have is double pe. so it doesnt matter. just have to ask my dad to write a note saying i have a appointment blabla.
but i just hope i wont get lost. cos its in town; flinders. and it takes bloody long to get there. i have to take a tram frm sch. catch a train. and walk walk walk far !
yeah. ha. but i wont get lost. i hope.
crap. i havent finish the eng thing. its so damn diff to do la. i'll just say i have printing probs. which i do actually. i guess. HA.
ah well. class was boring. handed in my mammal reproduction shit thing.
bah. thing's arn't looking good for me ):
i'm getting further and further away from my friends. but i doupt they even notice. ha. they have other pple. i have no one. i try its no use. argh.
it makes me so damn mad... sigh.
oh well. i really have nth to say luh. lol. woke up late this morning ):
bah. i think i'll end here now. nite all. love <3

Sunday, May 15, 2005
love is not anything
esp a fucking knife

wooot. i'm so proud of myself. i finished my health project on mammal reproduction alr :D took me 4 hrs k :D okay whatever.
at least thats one down and 5 more to go. sigh. and the eng diary one is due like on tues.. and its so diff. sigh.
2/5 are having this chatting convo now. haha. so fun. miss them like crazy la ):
wish i culd go back this year. but it will never happen. so too bad.
next year then im coming back. but my dad was like " by next year all yr frens will forget you " true ? not true ? dono. time will tell. sigh.
ah no mood to blog la ! sch tml. tml marking day in sg. no fair lor ! ):
but ah well. gna cut my hair on tues. :D in city ! yay ! okay.
whatever. they making so much noise. ha. i mean the chatting la ! LOLZ. whatever. need to brush my teeth.
NITE ALL LOVE <3 (: misses

Friday, May 13, 2005
it's all about you

hahaha. i just finished making a skin (: gna submit it to blogskins. but its down. sadly. so yeah.
anyways, today is last exam for everyone. LUCKY la. haa. i have like all my assigments ):
Medival day today. haa. gayness. i didnt wear anything (: didnt get really that scolded. but heck la. some pple were kinof cool too.
ha. lunch was the so called "banquet" LOL. had chicken, peas, carrots, gravey & apple juice. and pie for dessert. LOL.
then had "knights" haa. the blue person. okay. so funny lor. they like damn pro ! ha.
then had brass rubbing thing. ha. so lame the person said to frame it up. AS IF.
okay lame. im so bored. sigh. everyone is enjoying their life now. im just so misarable >:(
sigh. bye all. love

Thursday, May 12, 2005
here without you

someone shoot ME ( bang ) -dies.
okay. so everyone has exams and all. and tml is the last paper ! MATHS ! killer paper. good luck all (:
everyone has exams.. i have ASSIGMENTS. not 1. not 2. but 6 yes. SIX. bloody hell la. health, 3 eng, chinese calender, textiles. sigh. i'm gna die soon. ha.
2 of em are due like next week. and the rest the week after. how horrible :/
also, new sch RULES. starting next MONDAY. eeks.
1. shirt button up with tie all the way up.
2. 20 cents if forgot to bring key. and no money means no key means no books for whole day.
and the list goes onnnn and onnnnnn. sigh. sch is soo gay. esp the rules. SERIOUSLY ! gah. whatever.
d/l-ed ALOT of nice songs :D yay.
okay. for health mammal reproduction project i'm doing the COMMON PORCUPINE. yay !
okay. whateverrr ! health is so gay okay. we watch porn during health. HAHAHA !
mmm. i'm FORCED to go to sch tml. or so i think so. didnt book a appoinment for a haircut. >:( so thats that. gah.
but i'm still NOT and i repeat NOTNOTNOT gna wear any costume. i'm gna give the reason " i left it in my grandfather's car " and if its a detention i dont care. argh. its bad enough their giving us peas & carrots okay ):
grrrr. whatever !
anyways, lucks for MATHS all :D love muchie much (: misses :/

Wednesday, May 11, 2005
i'm sleeping with the ghost of you & me

today was shit boring. as usual.
Mr Baker our maths teacher didnt come. [: we're like learning factorising now. i think it's difficult. only cos i'm stupid. haaa. stupid thing. sigh. now i have to ask my dad to teach me. or smth.
sigh, we have so many projects okay. like erm. science, english and health. and the eng and health is due next week on mon and tues. DIE okay.
health i havent started. btr start tml. its a project on what ? MAMMAL REPRODUCTION. argh. gayness. any suggestions on what animal i shuld do ? say on my tagboard please ! (: thanks.
and the eng. -dies. we're like doing a lit sorta thing. have to write a diary. 400 words ! bah. it seems easy but really.. its diff. sigh. and it was only given like last week. so i think its unfair. like duh.
lets see. just now went to the supermarket. bought tons of junk food (: whee. im junk food queen. haha (:
whateverrrrrr ! I dont wanna go to sch on fri. its stupid. their gna serve us peas & carrots. yuk.
i dont care. im not going. im gna cut my hair ! :D theres this shop in town my mum told me abt. gna cut my hair ! like finally. argh.
oooooh yes, my dad said that next year he might allow me to learn the drums [: woot.
i hate music lessons. esp when playing the keyboard. i can NEVER get the things right. argh. sue me. im not a music freak. BUT, i like the drums. so cool ! and electric guitarrrr ! but it will probably need ALOT. and i mean ALOTALOTALOT of practice. -nods.
okay. i'll end here. nth to blog abt. byebye all. ily all muchie ! Goodnighhht all ;D

Tuesday, May 10, 2005
don't waste your time on me
you're already the voice inside my head

Wheeeeee (: New layout. Again ? No.
Well, after that one week of no com and stuff i deserved a new layout. [; Haha.
Made it ystd actually. But i could not finish it up cos the com was full of spyware and that shit so my dad reformatted the com. But it's okay now [:
Anways, am having the WORST headache anyone can have. Haha, had it since ystd. And we don't have anymore panadol at home. ):
Gahh. Anyways, did finish the stupid History test on Bayeux Tapesty. Its sooo gay la. And this friday it's Medival day for 8D & 8E. And we must dress up like how they did. How lame right ? Sheesh. I don't wanna go to school. I don't care. It's so gay. I'm gonna PON ! (: Yay.
Okay, whatever. Anyways, i love week B's. There are no double periods. Except for pe. But that's okay. Week A's are the WORST. There are like eoyns of doubles. Eeks. Haha.
I think that we have like ateletics sports next week. Hur. Whatever. I don't care.
Sorry i have nothing to blog about. My life is boring. Except the stupid fact that it's freaking cold in the morning & you and BREATHE smoke. Hahaha.
Whatever, think i'll end here. Good luck for GEOG tml (:
Love all. Nite <3 (:

Sunday, May 08, 2005
mocking bird

havent blogged in a long long time ! my sis has been hogging the com since friday. hurhur.
anyways, HAPPY MOTHERS DAY :D
think that this has been like the best mothers day ever ? mmm. yeah.
woke up ard 6.45am ! like record man. LOL. helped my dad and we cooked mee pok ! :D
was damn nice la ! haha. then we went for mass after that. was soppose to go to Dandenong mountains after that but my mum said it was too cold + foggy.
got even blow smoke ! LOL !
then instead we went to this shopping center. bought like $40 + of stuff. bought a new heater for the bathroom too ! lol
then we went to kfc to eat the mothers day treat thingy which was $30. haha ! damn nice. then we fetched my sis home and the cake that came with it. then we went to Boxhill to get some veggies.
then we went home..
had peaking duck & noodles for dinner ! then we had the cake for dessert. i bet i put on like so much weight. sigh !
oh wells. d/l-ed alot of songs today. and my brushes and fonts ! yay :D
im gna make a new layout soon too :D woot.
sch tml. eeeyer. gt the stupid history test. on the Bayeux Tapestry. sooo stupid okay
and we gt so many projects. like 3 ?!?! -dies. im gna die okay :/ poo !
whatever, good luck for mids tml pple ! :D
okay i'll end here. byebye. <3 muchie

Friday, May 06, 2005
DAD GOT A NEW COM :D
gna update ltr when i come back.
goig camberwell with sis to buy mum mothers day pressie !
ohhh yeah. its free dress agn ! hahaha !
okay ! love !
GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR LIT TODAY PPLE ! :D:D:D:D

Wednesday, May 04, 2005
my miricle

okay. i FINALLY deceided to update. hurhur.
im early in sch ! so i have quite alot of time ha.
in the lib. its sooo boring okay.
nth much happened la. dads gna get a new cpu soon. like on the weekend or smth.
smth that has xp ! hahaha.
wokay... im soo bored. sigh. history was such a drag ystd. gah. we have double textiles ):
ok whatever. i got my new pants ! hahaaa. lame.
argh. i cannt blog in privacy. and thats sucks please. gah.
okay whatever. i'll just end here. LOVE MUCH MUCH ALL ! and misses tons ):